I feel like I’m always rushing to catch up and I’m late posting to my blog again. Always a list of things to do that seems to never get any smaller. Part of it is my own fault - I say yes to a lot of things then don’t have time to do them. 
Why can’t I say no? Is there a WELCOME sign printed on my forehead? I like to do things for other people, make something easier for them or just to make them feel good. Is it recognition I’m after? Everyone likes recognition, I suppose. That’s not it though. I just like to do things for othre people. 
So what’s on the agenda for tonight? Finishing the update to my website, update a page on the BTM website, write 20 pages of my WIP, make dinner for my children, pick up the fundraiser stuff from school on the way home, spend some time with DH, spend some time with kids, and clone myself. 
Wish me luck - this weekend my parents will be here :shock: but they’re taking the 13 YO back to their house for a week. Ah, blessed silence with no smarmy teenager. Not that I won’t miss him, but a week off is just what I need to lower my stress level for a bit.
I guess I should go back to work now (I mean the one that actually pays me). 
September 29th, 2005
